Getting drunk

So late Sunday night Marc texted me and asked me if I wanted to go to Saana Juu for a drink. It was so funny, I realized how stubborn I am especially when everyone else is not drunk with me. I only had two beers and a packet of Concac (hard OH) I was so drunk after that, I didn’t think about it but I have not really drank in a long time and I didn’t eat anything before that, it was cute, I sat between standard and midget peach. It also was funny because most of the time I was holding hands with Midget, or trying to bite him because he was hold my hand too tight. I was also trying to tickle him. But with Marc I had my foot on his chair most of the time and we gave each other looks. He didn’t drink which kind of unset me but I guess that it was good, because if we were both drunk it might not have been good of us. He asked me if I wanted another after the second one I told him if I drank one more I would end up in his bed if he liked it or not; he smiled. After the two he was trying to get me to drink a packet of Concac, I said that I would drink anything he gave me. So we walked back to Siha, its like 2.5 km, a long freaking way in the dark, around 8pm, drunk and with asthma. Towards the end I was starting to get tired. It was funny, because since everyone can see me, I was trying to not be drunk. So funny. At one point they were talking about how we were moving slow, and so I tried to jog, and almost fell down, then they said after that we cold slow down and they tried to pull me so I would slow down, and I shook them off. I hate to be cared for. When we got back they said lets have a rest in the grass. I laid down, and My Nyari just happened to walk by he came over and laughed at me. I didn’t really care. Then we went to see the Dar boys I hugged them in the middle area out side and then Marc dusted me off. It was pretty funny. All I wanted to do was sleep, but they made food and milk by the time I went home I was sober. At one point we, Marc and I were laying on the bed and I tried to kiss him when no one was in the room but he pushed me off and said no. I have mixed feelings about that.